What google doc. There’s a google doc with me in it??? Do send the link 
You can send it on discord if you prefer. Privacy. You know my new user, right? Did I just get cancelled again. Meh, who cares. As for why I’ve not been okay, I guess it’s just a struggle to keep up. But it’s complicated, very.
Lord jubilee already is crazy. I’m trying to learn her but I’m also trying to 1. get cd to lvl 70 and 2. lord white fox. I’m level 10 on ami right now. And true. season 9 has been buggy as hell but I absolutely adore it. Comp is so chaotic. Cnd is so broken 
IM LIVING THE DREAM! Jean on black panther is such a crazy concept to me. I tried to learn Magik, Elsa, Bucky, Psylocke and Nat. Nothing went well. Maybe DPS just isn’t for me.. I’m okay on Emma though. Who needs to learn DPS when you know tank I guess. The new teammup system is so amazing I love it 
Hela being banned over Jean again is insane to me actually. Comp this season has been rough though. Negative win rate in a 4 stack #fairs 👌 We don’t even suck either. Double G himself is interfering with matchmaking. You should read Agent of Asgard, it’s my favourite of her comics. I use she/her on loki too, people get mad at me for it too. It’s always the MCU fans 
I got the mini battlepass immediately dude. THE PINK RECOLOUR. I LOVE IT. Why can’t emma get skins like this.
Awww we get our own atabook 
So cute. Ever since I quit rentrycord my atabook has been dead as a doornail. I guess that’s what happens 
Ok that’s all I had to say. I didn’t sleep at all tonight. It feels like I’m being actively hit.
ouuuu shii ok its about aiden and he just mentioned your name twice you didnt get cancelled. i doubt anyone even knows what angel he’s talking about…. kat’s taking legal action against aiden. he specifically said “I need to start system LARPing at this point so I can start doing evil crazy shit and then saying I don't remember. Maybe Angel had a good idea all along” which i assume is in reference of you??? you said u were still in contact with kat soo… the journey to level 70 is a long and grueling journey. if cnd is truly the character for you then you’ve got this ! i had about 134hrs on luna when i hit level 70? i’ll ask my comic lady if she can pull it for me!! it looks super cool. you see why i hate the mcu right? RIGHT? 😂 you should watch xmen evolution. its my absolute favorite adaption of all of the xmen. jean and scott free to be in love without the interruptions of logan and emma?!? count me in!!! the mini pass is so cute, i want it so bad… still dont have any money for any of the skins i want 
does this seem like a lazy response? im sorry im just so fucking TIRED. i played the first spiderman game for 9 hours. i dont wnana be done playing but im sleepy i must SLEEP
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DUDE /MANTIS WAS DELETED 4 DAYS AGO AND I MISSED ITBWIDOEIDEODJKDKDLD
are you all right? Do you have any pills for your allergies? Me too, actually, my hay fever has been acting up recently. I was thinking about this too, like, I know it’s a major part of her character but also a skin for a skin is odd. Also a summer skin for a skin, while summer skins are at such a high demand….but I also really love Loki so who am I to complain. I am 100% getting Lady Loki’s summer skin. As for zombie stage, I’m biased. I’d love anything with mizisua in it. They remind me of us a lot. I didn’t bring my friend with me, it’s only me, my mam and my grandparents. I met Emma in an elevator. We held eye contact for a good 10 seconds and when the other person walked out and it was just us, we burst out laughing. She’s 18 but really cool 
Please yap! I want to know how you’ve been. Miss I-need-to-know-everything-about-jean strikes again. I’ve been isolating myself too, but that’s nothing new. I know I said I’m okay but I’m actually feeling like shit. I just didn’t want to dump that on you 😭😭😭 But eh. I’ll be fine. As long as you’re happy I’m happy! Ever since blush got deleted and Matt got cancelled I completely quit rentrycord, blocked everyone and all. The new discord account worked out in my favour nonetheless, even if it did start a massive argument 
Long story. I also prefer the movie guardians! I watched the movies before reading the comics and yeah, like you said, mantis and peter dating is so odd to me, but maybe I’m just used to seeing them as siblings. I’M SO EXCITED FOR S2 OF X-MEN 97! Magik 
I do still think of you when I see Jean. Do you still think of me when you see Loki Or Sua <- the guy who nobody invited. Erik is an anti-hero in the MCU.. I’m not gonna lie.. I forgot.. It’s the amnesia speaking. Do NOT watch the movies. The only good thing in them is cherik and January Jones as Emma. Your autocorrect loves me ♡ Okay jokes aside that’s actually odd. Maybe it’s a sign. C2 is actually insane dude. I finally got my arse out of silver, I was a game away from diamond this season but I played with a boosted daredevil main. Yeah. I deranked hard. Plat 3 at the end of the season, considering i’ll be away. It’s ok, diamond in season 9.. trust Dude. My rivals hyperfixation is still so bad. Rivals is all I do. I love rivals. I would say more but I’m currently on a bus back to the cruise, we’re getting dinner then going to the town square. I wanna get the seal keychain I saw yesterday. It was the cutest thing EVER! 
me personally, I’m just happy to talk to you, however we do it. I’ve missed you, I’ve missed you a lot. To be fair, I prefer playing sue. I started playing Tandy cause I missed you. One minute I’m deciding she was really fun to play, next I’m count and on the road to champion. Mantis!!! Aww I was gonna get Loki’s summer skin.. Those who know. I still remember we were meant to get Lotis summer skins. Speaking of Loki I’m also on the way to lording him! After gambit though. I think the primary reason I’m loving the new mizisua trope so much is because of how much I resonate with Sua’s behaviour, especially in zombie stage. I think a common alien stage misconception is that Sua only sacrificed herself so Mizi could live. She also did it because she couldn’t live in a world without Mizi, or that’s how I see it anyway. In zombie stage, Sua lets mizi suffer, as long as it means they’re together. Which also is the entire point of candy scar But maybe I’m also just confidently wrong. I like alien/zombie stage because it is so up for analysis. Anyway there’s also the more simple relation to Sua I have of chasing after people who are indifferent towards me rather than moving on. I love Sua a lot, I see myself in her a lot and I hope people think of me when they see her This is my first time on a cruise, everything is wonderful aside from the prices. There are stores on the ship! Deck 7 is the primary shopping area, the aft is like a mini mall. There’s also a couple shops on deck 6 in the atrium. Aaand a lot of bars and restaurants everywhere. When I say everywhere, I mean everywhere. There’s also 4 pools and 2 decks of hot tubs upon hot tubs. There’s infinity hot tubs on the promenade deck. It’s awesome. To be fair, the ride has been really smooth. Our sea day (sunday) was amazing, it was like we weren’t even at sea. Yesterday was a bit rockier though. Maybe I was drunk though. Me and my friends got drinks and I drank 5 cocktails 😭😭😭 Strong, mind you. Speaking of comics, I’m a genuine x-men fan now. Are you proud that I’m not larping anymore Well I’m still sort of larping. Call it an educated larp. I watch x-men 97 when I miss you, I think I’ve rewatched it fully 6 times now? But who’s counting. I still really love illyana. I didn’t expect Magneto to be a ‘villain’. Well, an anti-hero, I guess.
im replying 4 minutes after you sent this #chronicallyonline. actually, i cant sleep, my allergies are horrid. our lotis matching skins 😢😢 yk, the blue mantis summer recolor and loki’s upcoming blue summer recolor match each other a lot more anyways. i still think its unfair that loki gets another summer skin just cause shes genderfluid…i want another summer luna to piss off the straights. iykyk. i totally see your view on zombst mizisua! im not sure what else to say about it, im still trying to form my own opinion on it. you got to bring friends with you? expensive ass trip im jealous. not like i have any friends to go with. after we stopped talking, i kind of isolated myself from everyone i know, and i think i like being alone. it gives me time to figure out who i am besides being an x-men lover. im a lot happier. my bad im self inserting holy yappatron ok. what are the shops?? i figured they’d be like a ton of merchandise shops, like in aquariums and stuff, but it doesn’t sound like thats the case. i think 5 cocktails is insane i dont know i dont drink im terrified of drinking. im very proud of you!! and its okay, we all start off as larps 💝 im not larping guardians of the galaxy anymore!!! though i think i actually prefer them in the movies rather than the comics. maybe its just cause its what im used to. idk, peter and mantis dating doesnt sit right with me……. xmen 97 season 2 is on july 1st and im so excited. did you see the trailer? you should watch it. i loveeee magik! i finished collecting her comic series. ive been collecting them since the series came out and i only just finished collecting 😭 and i spent $20 to get one of her card varisnts in marvel snap… yes i play a ton of marvel games SHADDUP! about illyana… in the trailer you can see colossus holding her and then like the next scene is magik’s memorial next to gambit and madelynes i hope you still think of me when you see jean. is magneto not a villain/anti-hero in the mcu? i still havent watched the movies. i dont plan on it. i’ve been watching a lot of xmen evolution though! its the only media where jean and scott are actually happy. by the way, any time i misspell something, it autocorrects to nina. wtf does this mean.
unrelated sidenote i wanted to tell you im celestial 2 in rivals. tb to when i cried cause i deranked from grandmaster I WAS SO SAD itd ok im pro now and i smurf on my dads account cause i want him to play with me. my moms mad cause yk how we share accounts. she said im too high of a rank for her to play now. so i guess im done playing ranked permanently after this season. she still wants me to get my own playstation. ill probably just quit when she does though. my hyperfixation has shifted from mainly rivals to xmen specific medias, so i wouldnt care much. i havent played since last week.
I’d assume what you want to hear is that I’m okay, so that’s what i’ll settle for. I’m glad you’re doing well though. I’m very proud of you for passing your classes, I knew you could do it. I think my exams went well too. I get my results in a couple weeks, so I guess we’ll see. I do still play rivals, yeah. I got sue, sai, tandy, emma and luna’s summer skins. I also hit lvl 32 with cnd recently! And I just lorded sue. Next on the list is emma.. and gambit. I really don’t care what we talk about, I was under the impression you didn’t want to talk to me at all, period. Have you seen the new alien stage video? It reminded me of you a lot (because Mizi makes me think of you). I like the new concept. while I do think Vivinos is dragging alien stage a little bit, if I made something so famous I think i’d do the same, plus I’m really loving one-sided mizisua. They could’ve at least made new characters though, in my opinion. I’m on holiday right now. Norway, but the main hype is the fact I’m on a cruise. It’s what I expected rich people, fancy restaurants and very overpriced stores. Free food though! I’ve been living the dream in the food area. Anyway, I’ll stop yapping now. Sorry.
i quite like the little messages like these. we arent talking 24/7, and i think its healthier for me to not be so attached to you. i dont know how you feel though. i just wish there was a more private way to do this 😭 anyways, im so proud of you! honestly, i thought sue would be your otp, not cnd. i played sue for you. a lot. i actually hit champion with her because i thought you’d be happy. mind you, i dont like playing sue. i also hit champion mantis recently. it was hard cause people are so so mean i did see the new zombie stage! i absolutely adore mizi’s design im so happy she reminds you of me. im not sure if im liking one-sided mizisua though. i have mixed feelings,,, and yes i wouldve loved new characters. ive never been on a cruise before. i didnt know they just gave you the fancy rich people food for free #needdat ALSO does laying down make you seasick or is the ride smooth? ive always been curious. and are there stores on the cruise orr…? ANYWHOOO you deserve this trip, im sure you’ve been studying a ton. you should yap more. oh annnd i wanted to tell you that my comic book collection is big now, i have 2 whole boxes full of comic books and over 200 comics 
im very happy. i still really love jean grey
i assume its you, ___. im doing good actually. i passed all of the classes i was stressing about. i hope you’re good as well. im not sure what else to say, but i hope you got all the summer skins that you wanted to get in rivals (if you still play). i got sai, mantis, cnd, luna, and emma. i finally maxed out all of the levels on luna, i think shes my otp. what about you? sorry if you wanted me to talk about something else. you know me better than anyone else, you should know this is how i bond unfortunately. you heard about the rentry drama? matt being a zionist wasnt on my 2026 bingo card. one last thing, i swear. you should look at the elsa & jeff variant for sorcerer supreme (2025) #9. i think you’d adore it. aka is my favorite artist
/Shunguang airball my urls are at /rinnys 
WHOOPS….i forgot i turned it off to test sometjing, THANK YOU THOUHJ